Saturday, May 19, 2007

Songs that make my heart melt

SOME OF THE SONGS THAT MAKE MY HEART MELT. I wish someone would sing them to me one day.

Stolen- Dashboard Confessional


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For You I Will- Teddy Geiger


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Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional


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One and Only You- Parokya ni Edgar

Friday, May 18, 2007

of Cheesy-ness

Clutter
May 18, 2007
Walking in the hallways, flash me a smile, I'll flicker mine
Walking away
Close my eyes
Neverending thoughts of you
Daydreaming
Feeling good
Hoping, wishing
that someday
you'd notice.
Why do we always want
what we can't have?

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

La Conquista

This is my poem that got published in a book. I haven't gotten a copy of the book though but they will send it to me by the end of this month.

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LA CONQUISTA (The Conquest)
by catherine tomas
the sun behind his bones the neck underneath his body
he is sweating like crazy
standing up on the floor
he sings out loud he cries for help but not like any other
smelling fear
he leaps upon the sky
weeps and weeps and weeps
together with the birds up in the sky
calling for help he pleads! pulling out the weeds
he sits back on the floor
and dared them to come more... slowly the creatures started to roar
roar loudly as they can
he is scared but he doesn't show, with all his might and strength
he thought harder than he ever did
beginning to be a beast
planning to have a feast
he threw their throats apart
they melted like bars
then they suddenly disappeared
he sings out loud, he is relieved
lays back on the floor smiling, and smiling once more
so happy that he finally did
face his greatest fear

Feeling cheesy

I felt really cheesy and broken hearted these past few days so I decided to make love poems. eew.
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Untitled
May 08, 2007
Awkward Smiles
best feeling
late night talks
memorable times
smile on my face
a temporary one
tommorrow morning
..you'll be gone

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NEVER A REALITY
May 08, 2007
my heart beat goes fast
and faster
and faster
I see you with her
go slower
go slower
Bow down my head
I cry
I cry
Be with me
Never a reality
Never a reality

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GLANCE ONCE
Feb. 13, 2007
glance once
glance twice
one after the another
i see you
at the corner
of my eye

beat once
beat twice
one after the another
my heart
beats
when you’re near

love once
love twice
one after the another
this
endless feeling
for
you

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HARLEQUIN
My severed heart
Stabbed by your dire
Still I accept
Still I continue to live
You hurt me
More than ever
But I hurt myself
Far worse than you do

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TOXIC TEARS
Thoughts of you
And it will start to flow
Fragments of time
Moments of our memory
Sympathizing your loss
I let it free
It pains my face
Wounds the inside
Sometimes it makes me
Most of the time it kills
Through and through
Never will stop
Nights of agony
Tears of toxicity

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WORLDS APART
Long, deep oceans
Sleepless, cold nights
Worlds apart

Abyss of tears
Raining outside
Worlds apart

Sadness, gloom
Missing, missing
Singing, singing
Worlds apart

Hii.

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May 9, 2007
Will you ever?

I will always

Maybe never

Will you ever.